Recently I’ve been obsessed with a new band that I’ve come to absolutely love. After Skye has mentioned that she’s going to see some bands in concert together, I went to listen to one of the mentioned bands’ songs and I love them. This isn’t the band that you’d think I’d just like one or a couple of songs, but I love all, and I only like about 3 out of the bunch. But the way the songs are so amazing makes it even better.

I still love my Evanescence, of course. Nobody can take away Evanescence and I probably will never say that I don’t like them as much as I used to. I’m the biggest Evanescence fanatic. I know that Amy and the band will always produce amazing songs. Me and Amy are alike in many ways. There’s not a day that I didn’t listen to at least one Evanescence song. I can’t wait until those b-sides come out, and the third album that’ll be released probably in 3 or so years. It’ll be even more amazing than ever though.

But if you want to hear an amazing band, (and you probably all already know of Evanescence) listen to Breaking Benjamin. I didn’t exactly love them at first, but after a couple tries, I’m addicted. Please go hear some songs of theirs on youtube. Some songs I really suggest are Diary of Jane (I’m in LOVE with the guitars in that song) and Breath. I love Unknown Soldier too, the guitars in that is amazing. The vocalist has an awesome voice, I think the best male voice I’ve heard so far. They’re coming to MI very close to where I live on March 21st, and I really want to go but I don’t think I will

On another topic, I have to still figure out what I want to be for my career. I honestly have no clue yet. I need to make a decision and fast but I haven’t a clue as to what I want to do. I’m thinking a director but lets get real here.

What a way to open up my blog.

Well earlier today, an old “friend” IMed me on MSN, asking a few questions like “how are you?” and “what have you been up to?” After that, he soon got to the point: “so is there anything between u two?” after stating that he spoke with her the night before and after asking if I’ve met her in person (which I haven’t, btw). I told him that no, me and her aren’t “going out.” After that, he said he had to go and “bye.” That conversation lasted about a good 7 minutes.

This makes another person who wants her.

I IMed her when she came online and told her that I think he likes you. She goes on about how nice he is to her and how cute he is. I get jealous.

What makes this situation weird is that this is a second guy who likes her and who is a “friend.” What the fuck? I get really jealous and it’s not fair. It’s weird to see your “friends” like your best friend. How weird is it to see her and him together? The only reason why I can’t get with her is because there’s no normal love within me.

I want to really punch him in the face.

I’ll finish the pages sooner or later.